Blurred Vision  

Posted by: Charity Gordon

At times I feel like my head is spinning these days. I can't seem to stay focussed to that which is most important. My vision gets blurred and my rock my LORD is unclear as if he is a far away distance under bright rays in a dry desert. I close my eyes to gain some clear vision and maybe clearer vision than before. I pray to my G-d...so tired from trials, deceptions, accusations, disrespect, unappreciated, belittled, carelessness, selfishness, greed, opinions caked with pride (how can everyone be right?) attacks, ill health so on and so forth. I feel as though I am losing myself getting sucked into this pool of despair and find myself resentful, envious, bitter, prideful, selfish etc. With eyes shut tight I cry out. Life can be hard life can get you down. People can be hard and people can get you down. Though I know the opposite can be true Life can be good and is good and so can people. G-d is good and HE has every situation, EVERYTHING in HIS hands. I can trust him with ALL things. I open my eyes and begin to gain my vision back. I am grateful for HIS love, for HIS presence, for every lesson HE teaches in our journey of life and living even if at times it can get my head a spinning and ready to pass out. How could one know joy if they never seen sorrow. How can one truly appreciate the rain if they have never been without. Every season is important even the prolonged ones. G-d gets us through, each new year is like another grade passed another lesson learned another weight endured another mass of muscle. Thank you LORD for helping me be just a little bit wiser and a little bit stronger so that I might see a little bit clearer. Thanks for stopping by SimplyRroadWeTravel Charity Gordon Oh and come on over to the blog hop party Thursday Favorite Things